The Briar Patch

5 fears that I have, that should be an easy one. Then I put a bit of thought into it. Oher than spiders I dont have a ton of fears. Or not like things I lok at that scare me so I will put a couple things that do bug me in with a few real fears I have. So lets start with my biggest fear... Being nothing in the end, not even being an average dude. I really want to be published some day. In fact I wish I could make a living telling stories, writing blogs something. I admit it I want the world to hear me and to make money at that. In reality I know that only happens for what 1% or less of the population. So I learned I can live without that, I really can. What I cant handle is feeling less than the average Joe. Years ago I worked in a kitchen. It was a great time I enjoyed my job and co workers. But the money was shit. I would never get anywere in my life and I saw these guys who were 40s and 50s living in rentals and I didnt want that. So I quit and got a warehouse job. SLOWLY I have so...

I will be 42 in 7 years. HOLY crap on a cracker! (I can say that then cause I will be old!) Well not that old but when you going the 40’s crowd you are starting in my mind to get older (finger in the bum test) and in the early part of your middle age. I mean in my mind I am in the twilight of my younger years. But were will I be in 7 years??? Cue dream sequence music….. (Ya I am going to do what I wish cause it is more fun In a super dream, I would be like Stephen King or Kurt Sutter. Writing tons of shit that lotsa people would watch and see. But lets not get greedy, let just say I would like to make a VERY comfy living writing. Like the kind of living were I have a nice house, a nice new truck, maybe a trailer, boat and the money to take a trip somewhere every year. See what I mean comfy not crazy. The reality of it is I will likely still be at the same job. Hopefully making more $$$. I would also like to have move up somewhat. Like an outside sales job would be the goal. ...