The Briar Patch

Rap is a funny kinda music. Or genre I guess I should say. You literally can make a name for yourself by shitting on, "dissing" someone else. Like you might hear of a disagreement between say Garth Brooks and Alan Jackson BUT  not writing songs that are attack songs. PS that was fictional idea I don't think there is a "beef" there. Anyways I just have to laugh about people trying to do that to make a name. Face it Eminem is the biggest star in rap, like him or not. SO you see people taking shots at him. Look at MGK earlier this year and now Nick Cannon. Seriously, weren't you on Nickelodeon and in that drum line movie. NO one respects you in rap, just quit while your ahead. That is just me being a Stan, but its true.... The point I wanted to make though is, it is dangerous. In the 90s Biggie and Pac died over shit like this. You don't see this in other genres. And I guess people don't learn, because it keeps happening. To me I don't think I am wi...

What is in the great beyond? Let's start with that. What happens when we die, is it literally worm food? Do you either head to a heaven or a hell? Maybe you come back as someone or something else, if you are being punished or have more to do? Can we come back and haunt or try and give messages. I dunno why these things have been on my mind but they have. I think maybe it started with a psychic. He had a "hard time" reading me. He claimed to do past life readings, so he must believe in them. Who else does? I am going to warn you this might get hard to read. Rambling, cause I don't know the reason I am writing just want to express I guess Let’s start with my thoughts. I don’t know what happens and that is kinda scary the more I think about it. I believe there is something bigger than us out there. So I assume there is something after this life BUT what?? I have a hard time with heaven and hell. That if you don’t believe in the right thing you are doomed to damnation....

5 fears that I have, that should be an easy one. Then I put a bit of thought into it. Oher than spiders I dont have a ton of fears. Or not like things I lok at that scare me so I will put a couple things that do bug me in with a few real fears I have. So lets start with my biggest fear... Being nothing in the end, not even being an average dude. I really want to be published some day. In fact I wish I could make a living telling stories, writing blogs something. I admit it I want the world to hear me and to make money at that. In reality I know that only happens for what 1% or less of the population. So I learned I can live without that, I really can. What I cant handle is feeling less than the average Joe. Years ago I worked in a kitchen. It was a great time I enjoyed my job and co workers. But the money was shit. I would never get anywere in my life and I saw these guys who were 40s and 50s living in rentals and I didnt want that. So I quit and got a warehouse job. SLOWLY I have so...