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30 day writing challenege #3 First love and first kiss....

AH young love, the 3rd part of a 30 part challenge. I am a tenth done! And I already confessed my memories are hazy at best. This is more recent though, only 20 years ago (Fuck I am old) so I am a little less hazy.

Lets start with young love. Does a 15 year old know what love is? Not familial love, for relatives but real love for someone else. Or is a great rack that puts out love?? I dunno if at that age people do know love but I do believe that my first real "girlfriend" was my first love. Not because she as the first girl to let me see her naked. Not because she was my first kiss,not even because we were together for 3 years. Which in teenage years I think is like eons.... We did a shit ton of stuff together. I mean in three years you will. It was Love because I could see a future. I even pictured one. I come from an oil city. Back then it wasn't booming. (Not that it is now. Thanks Notley!!) So I saw a "patch" future. But at 17 I did see a future with this girl. To me that is love. I wanted to spend my life with her. Things didn't work out, or I would be saying my wife duh but I think that was my first love. Actual love.

So down to the juicy part, the kissing. Disclaimer I did get better at it I think.... I really hope so. I apologize to my mom if she is reading this. Or to the girl if we kissed before the time I remember.... But anyways I meet this girl at a church camp out. We brought a mickey of whiskey and a bag of weed. Real churchy. Anyways I meet this girl who seems to wanna hang out, plus I think she brought beer. All night we were up. I went home the next day and slept. (PS I miss being 15 and not getting hangovers!!!) All night with this girl and I don't think I got a kiss. A phone number but no kiss. Pretty sure I called her, on a land line. (Kids that is the old thing hanging on the wall in the kitchen. Maybe) I remember biking to hang out with her. I don't even remember really what we did but I remember she walked me a few blocks away from her parents house. I remember being nervous and bashing my teeth into hers. Like I think she was trying to be delicate and I had no idea what I was doing! Anyways it was a shit show. I think had I snuck a kiss in that first night after a few drinks and smokes it woulda worked out better!

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Location: St Albert, AB, Canada

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