Here is the disclaimer. I am not sure when I originally wrote this. My guess 2008 or 2010 somewhere in there. I found an old drive packed away in a box of books I haven't opened in years. The other stuff in the box was crap but here is the first of a few quick rants I found, there was maybe 2 edits the rest is exactly as originally written....
Rant
Things I do not believe in. Santa, money emails, Jennas
tits, she said it five foot fuck all with what cup size? and talking to
shrinks. I should start off by saying I
do believe in mental health issues. I have had panic attacks, felt like I was
having a heart attack. And ask TCM or Bugalow my moods can swing extremely over
almost anything, mostly stupid people. I was given meds for it, I flushed them.
I am guessing mine case wasn’t sever cause really sitting down and sorting my
shit out and panic went away. And I do know that there are people too fucked to
be in the world, that can’t help themselves. It is sad when you see them on the
street. What I mean is shrinks are way too used, by people who really don’t
need them. Like the guy who goes to the ER with a stubbed toe. Ya everyone has worries and sometimes they
seem overwhelming. My debt, my shitty job, my brothers health lots of things
have kept me up at night. Insecuritires about my writing, hell my floor hockey
or video games have kept me up. I didn’t need to go cry about it, actually
buckling down and dealing with it fixed it.
Had I have taken the pills lethargy was a common side effect. Really??
You want to bring people down who are already too down?? Ever notice on
commercials they often say if you feel more depressed tell your doc...
Really??? Depression is a common side effect of anti depressants? I have a
friend who sees a shrink, they don’t work. They are depressed and say they have
no friends, no money. What does the shrink say... You can’t work it would be
too stressful, really??? If they worked, they would meet people make money and
likely have a happier life. But what do I know.
And what about parent issues? No one has perfect parents, I have noticed
even bad parents seem to love their children though. Know what happens to
people with bad parents, they become criminals. Now not all criminals have bad
parents don’t miss quote. If you are in general a normal healthy person A) your
parents raised you right and B) likely took care of you fed vaccinated and
such. So really they are pretty decent parents. Now maybe you are needy, maybe
you feel you didn’t get enough hugs. TOO FUCKING BAD. Your parents obliviously
loved you, they took good care of you. Things people don’t love they don’t put
time into. But what do I know I am an alky with mania...
Rules for humanity #1
A Human life is a human life as much as it pains me to say
it. No matter what race, age, sex, religion anything a life is a life. Worth
the same, the bible says it but that not why I believe it. I believe every
human is tabula rasa. Somewere along the line lots go wrong but at one point
everyone was someones little angel. Disclaimers are as follows, the moment of
conception a baby is not born and it is not alive. I cannot define when exactly
it. But it is not when a bunch of loose cells are floating around. Also some lives lose value. Hitler, Paul
Bernardo, John Wayne Gacy, Roy Demeo... When you devalue someone elses life
your value goes down. Now the kicker is can you kill the killer and sleep at
night??? (Pretty sure this was the start of a death sentence rant)
Know what song I don’t like, 1 little, 2 little, 3 little
Indians, and on until it is ten little Indian boys. Who the hell wrote that a
catholic priest??? Kidding, but it has
to be one of the strangest songs out there. It isn’t really rascist, it doesn’t
say anything bad about them. But if it was about any other minority you would never
hear the end of it. You’d see marches, protests, riots.... Who else has been
screwed around more than the Native Americans? Treated as equals but trade
trinkets for things of value. Infected with diseases their bodies had never
seen. Biological warfare like that has been outlawed. Once free to roam anywhere,
then pushed into reserves. Then when we make amends it just gets worse.
I guess I grew up in what some could call a Red Neck town.
But the other day someone told me that it was a hillbilly city. I found that
rather offensive, so I figured I would break it down for people who are still
confused about the differences between Red Necks and hillbillies (Properly
pronounced HE-Bil-LY)
1 Red Necks often drive big trucks, own quads, motorbikes,
boats etc and so on. Hillbillys drive trucks from 20 or 30 years ago often with
mismatched coloured parts.
2 Red Necks have jobs to pay for these toys often in a
labour intense. HIllbillys live off the taxes of other people.
3 Red necks own guns, for hunting, trap shooting or home
protection. Hillbillys own guns for shootin at stuff after drinkin too much
moonshine.
4 Red Necks will often sit with friends and stare down young
suitors calling on their daughters. Ditto with Hillbillys except the young
suitors are their sons, or any other male relative.
5 Red Necks own dogs often big ones, for hunting and such.
Hillbillys own dogs to fight other dogs or for lonely nights when the missus
isn’t home.
6 Red necks drink beer or hard liquor. Hillbillys like hooch
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